Sisters Act!!

 

This is a quick little post to note that last week we were the recipient of a $500 grant from the San Francisco-based Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence. The Sisters are an amazing organization that works tirelessly for the queer community, not just in the Bay Area, but around the world. They use humor and glamor to provide services, financial aid, spiritual guidance and tons of joy to raise marginalized voices and fight bigotry. So this is us saying loudly and proudly THANK YOU to the best nuns ever! Also, we want to publicly say thank you to Devin, who worked incredibly hard with us for the past four months to research grants and opportunities for fundraising for us. For a whole host of reasons QZAP is NOT a designated 501(c)x tax-exempt organization, and that sometimes makes fundraising challenging.

As for this grant, the money will eventually be going toward new filing cabinets in our physical archive space. For the past 18 months we’ve been wrestling with the fact that we’ve literally run out of space to store all of the queer zines we’ve collected or that have been generously donated to us. It seems silly, but our collection, which began with about 350 zines in 2003, has grown to over 4,000 as we just passed our 22nd anniversary. It’s a good problem to have, to be sure, but still a problem nonetheless. Our ultimate goal is to replace a bank of 5 2-drawer vertical files with a bank of 5 4-drawer or 5-drawer ones. This will allow us to better organize our general collection, provide space for growth, and make accessing the zines easier. While $500 doesn’t seem like a lot, for this project it covers about 1/3 of the total projected costs, which ain’t nothing, and we’re very thankful that The Sisters saw fit to kickstart the financial side of the project.

As always, if you want to support us financially, you can make a donation or purchase some zines, buttons, stickers or a t-shirt through our swag shop. If you can’t support us with funds, please check our wishist for in-kind material that we’re looking for, like hanging file folders, a map file, and paper or toner to make more zines.

Two sides of a piece of "funny money" from the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence. Image is of a fake $3 note with a drag nun in the center, and the text on it reads: 
“The sisters of Perpetual Indulgence - Holy Indulgence.

You are hereby pre-forgiven for all sins committed in the next 24 hours. May pleasure be your god, lust your temple, & sex your sacrament.”

“I cast responsibility for my actions into the capable lap of a fully professed member of the sisters of perpetual indulgence, so that i may fully surrender to the charms, ornaments, and wanton whims of desire. I do so with gratitude for existing high enough on evolution's ladder to enjoy the pleasures of diverse senses and opposable thumbs. I acknowledge that all pleasure is sourced in the divine, and ecstatically enter the vast and skillfully debauched company of those who have pleasured before me.”

 

World AIDS Day – 2025

I spent a lot of time this past weekend wrestling with what I wanted to write for this year’s World AIDS Day. See, the thing is that while we and most of the world acknowledge December 1st and mourn the 44 million people around the globe who have died from AIDS or AIDS-related causes, the reality is that for us here at QZAP, and for the 40 million people globally who are currently living with HIV, it’s always World AIDS Day.

AIDS Demo Graphics book coverHere at QZAP, regardless of the serostatus of the folks in our collective, AIDS and HIV/AIDS education and activism is coded into the DNA of the archive. I started making zines in the early 1990s because of my work with my local ACT UP chapter. 18 year-old me wanted to share safer sex info with folks my own age, and one of the ways to do that was to include that information about how to put on condoms, how to use latex dams, and where to go for sexual health services even if you were a minor in the zines that we made. And we did. And I continued to do so into the early 2000s in both the zines I made and the other queer art I was creating in that period.

It Was Vulgar & It Was Beautiful – How AIDS Activists Used Art to Fight a PandemicWhen I think about my own work, I draw a direct line from 1960s pop art to the work of Keith Haring and then to Gran Fury and the Silence=Death collective. Douglas Crimp’s amazing book AIDS Demo Graphics is a visual starting place. The work of those designers and activists recently got explored in depth in Jack Lowery’s comprehensive It Was Vulgar & It Was Beautiful – How AIDS Activists Used Art to Fight a Pandemic.

We can see these visuals, and the culture of HIV/AIDS activism showing up as a through-line in the work of many zinesters of the era. In 2022 we talked a little about Sex Panic!, which employs that graphic style on the cover. Slightly further back in time (2016) we looked at YELL, the Youth Education Life Line, though at the time we didn’t delve closely into the The Foster Kids Guide to HIV Testing, which was illustrated by Anonymous Boy. His work over the years appeared in a number of queer zines, and while it was often very sexual in nature, he was also spreading the messages of safer sex and AIDS activism along with amplifying the queercore and homo punk scenes in general.

Within queercore, probably one of the best known and most accessible bands is Pansy Division. Their work in the early 90s also made mention of the AIDS pandemic in songs like Denny and with the release of collectable trading cards that included a condom and instructions.

Part of my mental meanderings as I was trying to foment this piece was how to connect all of this together. See, this material, whether it’s zines, or ephemera, or other media, including music and film, it’s all made by us humans. Humans who have been affected by AIDS in some way or another for the past 45+ years. In this current era of indifference and assholery, it’s our love and anger, our compassion, our creativity, storytelling and ultimately our humanity, that will eventually make this day a point of historical interest that we can learn from, but that isn’t killing us anymore.


Milo Miller is a former AIDS activist and member of ACT UP/Milwaukee, a currently active zinester and the co-founder of QZAP, the Queer Zine Archive Project.

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